My dears, maybe I take a bit to submit new stuffs during my university class started this week.
Even I don't have activity (because almost all teachers is in vacation. Yea, welcome to the Brazil's Federal University), I know after two or three weeks it's gonna be like a hell with a lot of stuffs to do.

But sure, I won't stop to drawing (as it could be possible to happen), but you know, probably I won't have so much free times, I'll need to spend this little time in other things. Hope you could able to understand me
However, I could able to meet some interesting people in my classroom. I felt a bit...weird. I wasn't different there, far less special. EVERYODY
DRAWS!! It's nice, but it's so surreal, I've never could able to think this day would come.

p.s:I'm so sorry for not reply comments, feedbacks, notes and more.
I'm was so busy and to get worse I'm forgetful person. I'm sorry, my dears

A week ago my friend lost the most important person she had in her life.

The amazing person, incredible, a wonderful person I could able to meet.
Lost the loved one from far it isn't a easy emotion which you can explain, I believe only who had this experience can able to understand this confusing blend of emotions.
I'm pround of her, my friend. Because even this incident she has been very strong, and it makes me literally flabbergasted. The only thing which worries me it if she really ok, or if she is crying... I know it's looks like a mom's worries, but's it's so natual. I mean, she's my best friend.
Particularly I don't like the quote 'she/he is in the bettter place'. But after have thought much since these last years maybe I should agree with this quote?
After all the death is means 'eternal goodbye' (it's a lie. I won't agree with this at all. I believe it's a 'see you later'), I can able to disagree it's also the release from this world, the fullest of pain and bitterness.

I'll miss you, Mrs. Thereza.
I hope I could visit you as soon arrive in Spain with your favorite flowers.

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Há uma semana a minha amiga perdeu uma pessoa importante em vida dela. Uma pessoa incrível, deslumbrante que emanava uma energia sutil só de conversar com ela. Uma pessoa belíssima por dentro e por fora que eu tive o previlégio de conhecer.
Perder uma pessoa não é de longe uma sensação fácil de expressar, creio que só a pessoa que passa por isso sabe entender mais ou menos a confusa mistura de emoções.

Mas tenho um grande orgulho por minha amiga. Porque apesar dessa dificuldade ela tem se mostrado muito forte, e isso me deixa literalmente de queixo caído. A única preocupação é se ela está bem, ou se não está chorando... Parece coisa de mãe, mas me diz, isso seria inevitável, não é?

Particularmente não gosto da frase "está no lugar melhor". É causa pessoal...  Mas depois de vier a pensar muito desde esses últimos anos para cá, quem sabe eu não concorde com isso?
Afinal a morte significar um adeus, não posso descordar que é a libertação a esse mundo cheia de dores e amarguras.

Sentirei saudades, dona Thereza.
Espero poder visitá-la assim que eu chegar aí na Espanha com a sua flor predileta